Here i want to apologize to Guest for what i've said... I've said harsh words to him and keep shooting him... He is right, doesn't matter what his name is, as long his words are truth...
I want to say i am sorry to him and i hope that he can forgive me and accept my apology...
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Tag That I Supposed To Do...
1. Last beverage : rice and some other vege lor XD
2. Last phone call : I don't have any phone calls lately wahahahaha!
3. Last text message : Yesterday night lor with Sherina
4. Last song you listened to : Night of Seclusion
5. Last time you cried : I haven't cried for a lot of years
HAVE YOU EVER :
6. Dated someone twice : I never pak tor before lol
7. Been cheated on : I don't think so but I know I got cheat other ppl la XD
8. Kissed someone & regretted it : Didn't pak tor before how to kiss ppl and regret le?
9. Lost someone special : Yeah but is already the past
10 Been depressed : Of course la, I am a human ok
11. Been drunk and threw up : Never
LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS
12. Blue
13. Red
14. Purple
THE YEAR HAVE YOU : (2009)
15. Made a new friend : Yeah
16. Fallen out of love : This I also don't know
17. Laughed until you cried : Never happened
18. Met someone who changed you : OF COURSE
19. Found out who your true friends were : Yeah
20. Found out someone was talking about you : I don't know
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : Friend's list? huh? O.o
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : Just a few
23. How many kids do you want? : Too freaking early to decide.. And I don't know
24. Do you have any pets : Well I got a pet in facebook XD
25. Do you want to change your name : No need to cause i like my own name
26. What did you do for your last birthday : Well, kids and teens sung happy birthday song for me in Church lor.. And I got a post card and a present from the youths
27. What time did you wake up today : Ehhh.. this is secret la XD
28. What were you doing at midnight last night : Well of course is SLEEPING la And dreaming about BoA? lolx XD
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : Err.. a girlfriend? O.o
30. Last time you saw your Mother : Everyday also able to see her
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : I don't know
32. What are you listening to right now : Till I See You by Hillsong United and my own typing lor
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : Tom? Tom who? I don't know and I don't want to know nor care lolx
34. What's getting on your nerves right now : Nothing.. for now
35. Most visited webpage : BoA's webpage.. does this count? O.o
36. Whats your real name : Nicholas Wong but i like Kazuki XD
37. Nicknames : Ji Kyo
38. Relationship Status : Single and available BUT I don't want gf for now
39. Zodiac sign : Libra
40. Male or female? : I like male or female? if yes, of course I like female la.. I am not gay la
41. Primary School? : Sorry I forgot cause I always forget things
42. Secondary School? : I don't know.. LOLX
43. High school/college? : Don't know
44. Hair colour : Black lor but I want blue lines.. lolx XD
45. Long or short : I am a boy of course short la.. depends on nowadays fashion ba
46. Height : SHORT LA!
47. Do you have a crush on someone? : When i was young
48. What do you like about yourself? : I got no idea at all
49. Piercings : None
50. Tattoos : This one lagi don't have la
51. Righty or lefty : Right
52. First surgery : I don't think so
53. First piercing : Don't have
54. First best friend : Zi Xuan
55. First sport you joined : I don't like sports
56. First vacation : I forget
57. First pair of trainers : Don't know
RIGHT NOW
58. Eating : Over already
59. Drinking : Infront of comp typing how to drink?
60. I'm about to : Going downstairs soon
61. Listening to : Music and my own typing
62. Waiting on : Piano lesson soon and scared cause i didn't practice this week.. LOLX
63. Want kids? : I won't be thinking about this for very very long
64. Get married? : See got girl want or not first la
65. Career? : Headache about this one
WHICH IS BETTER :
66. Lips or eyes : I prefer ears lolx
67. Hugs or kisses : Don't like it!
68. Shorter or taller : I want to be TALLER!
69. Older or Younger : Still young now
70. Romantic or spontaneous : Don't know
71. Nice stomach or nice arms : Nice arms
72. Sensitive or loud : Loud?
73. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship?
74. Trouble maker or hesitant : Don't know?
HAVE YOU EVER :
75. Kissed a stranger? : NEVER!
76. Drank hard liquor : I am about to.. Soon
77. Lost glasses/contact : No
78. Sex on first date : How lustful..
79. Broken someones heart : Yeah.. I always do
80. Been arrested : Never gonna happen
81. Turned someone down : Yeah always do
82. Cried when someone died : Never.. Cause I am Cold Blooded
83. Fallen for a friend? : Yeah once only
DO YOU BELIEVE IN :
84. Yourself : Never
85. Miracles : Only God can make Miracles
86. Love at first sight : Once
87. Heaven : Those who believes in Jesus! Amen
88. Santa Claus : Whateva XD
89. Kiss on the first date : Never!
90. Angels : How I know
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
91. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time : Eh HELLO.. I want 1 also don't have la!
92. Did you sing today? : Yeah.. I sing everyday de la haha
93. Ever cheated on somebody? : Maybe
94. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : Never think of this cause there is no such thing as going back in time
95. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? : Past is already the past, no point thinking of relive it.. Look to the future la! A friend thought me this haha
96. Are you afraid of falling in love? : Don't know how it feels like
2. Last phone call : I don't have any phone calls lately wahahahaha!
3. Last text message : Yesterday night lor with Sherina
4. Last song you listened to : Night of Seclusion
5. Last time you cried : I haven't cried for a lot of years
HAVE YOU EVER :
6. Dated someone twice : I never pak tor before lol
7. Been cheated on : I don't think so but I know I got cheat other ppl la XD
8. Kissed someone & regretted it : Didn't pak tor before how to kiss ppl and regret le?
9. Lost someone special : Yeah but is already the past
10 Been depressed : Of course la, I am a human ok
11. Been drunk and threw up : Never
LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS
12. Blue
13. Red
14. Purple
THE YEAR HAVE YOU : (2009)
15. Made a new friend : Yeah
16. Fallen out of love : This I also don't know
17. Laughed until you cried : Never happened
18. Met someone who changed you : OF COURSE
19. Found out who your true friends were : Yeah
20. Found out someone was talking about you : I don't know
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : Friend's list? huh? O.o
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : Just a few
23. How many kids do you want? : Too freaking early to decide.. And I don't know
24. Do you have any pets : Well I got a pet in facebook XD
25. Do you want to change your name : No need to cause i like my own name
26. What did you do for your last birthday : Well, kids and teens sung happy birthday song for me in Church lor.. And I got a post card and a present from the youths
27. What time did you wake up today : Ehhh.. this is secret la XD
28. What were you doing at midnight last night : Well of course is SLEEPING la And dreaming about BoA? lolx XD
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : Err.. a girlfriend? O.o
30. Last time you saw your Mother : Everyday also able to see her
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : I don't know
32. What are you listening to right now : Till I See You by Hillsong United and my own typing lor
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : Tom? Tom who? I don't know and I don't want to know nor care lolx
34. What's getting on your nerves right now : Nothing.. for now
35. Most visited webpage : BoA's webpage.. does this count? O.o
36. Whats your real name : Nicholas Wong but i like Kazuki XD
37. Nicknames : Ji Kyo
38. Relationship Status : Single and available BUT I don't want gf for now
39. Zodiac sign : Libra
40. Male or female? : I like male or female? if yes, of course I like female la.. I am not gay la
41. Primary School? : Sorry I forgot cause I always forget things
42. Secondary School? : I don't know.. LOLX
43. High school/college? : Don't know
44. Hair colour : Black lor but I want blue lines.. lolx XD
45. Long or short : I am a boy of course short la.. depends on nowadays fashion ba
46. Height : SHORT LA!
47. Do you have a crush on someone? : When i was young
48. What do you like about yourself? : I got no idea at all
49. Piercings : None
50. Tattoos : This one lagi don't have la
51. Righty or lefty : Right
52. First surgery : I don't think so
53. First piercing : Don't have
54. First best friend : Zi Xuan
55. First sport you joined : I don't like sports
56. First vacation : I forget
57. First pair of trainers : Don't know
RIGHT NOW
58. Eating : Over already
59. Drinking : Infront of comp typing how to drink?
60. I'm about to : Going downstairs soon
61. Listening to : Music and my own typing
62. Waiting on : Piano lesson soon and scared cause i didn't practice this week.. LOLX
63. Want kids? : I won't be thinking about this for very very long
64. Get married? : See got girl want or not first la
65. Career? : Headache about this one
WHICH IS BETTER :
66. Lips or eyes : I prefer ears lolx
67. Hugs or kisses : Don't like it!
68. Shorter or taller : I want to be TALLER!
69. Older or Younger : Still young now
70. Romantic or spontaneous : Don't know
71. Nice stomach or nice arms : Nice arms
72. Sensitive or loud : Loud?
73. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship?
74. Trouble maker or hesitant : Don't know?
HAVE YOU EVER :
75. Kissed a stranger? : NEVER!
76. Drank hard liquor : I am about to.. Soon
77. Lost glasses/contact : No
78. Sex on first date : How lustful..
79. Broken someones heart : Yeah.. I always do
80. Been arrested : Never gonna happen
81. Turned someone down : Yeah always do
82. Cried when someone died : Never.. Cause I am Cold Blooded
83. Fallen for a friend? : Yeah once only
DO YOU BELIEVE IN :
84. Yourself : Never
85. Miracles : Only God can make Miracles
86. Love at first sight : Once
87. Heaven : Those who believes in Jesus! Amen
88. Santa Claus : Whateva XD
89. Kiss on the first date : Never!
90. Angels : How I know
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
91. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time : Eh HELLO.. I want 1 also don't have la!
92. Did you sing today? : Yeah.. I sing everyday de la haha
93. Ever cheated on somebody? : Maybe
94. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : Never think of this cause there is no such thing as going back in time
95. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? : Past is already the past, no point thinking of relive it.. Look to the future la! A friend thought me this haha
96. Are you afraid of falling in love? : Don't know how it feels like
Monday, September 28, 2009
Able To See And Look...
Today, I finally able to see the Big Picture, on what they are doing is good... Yes, it may be hurting or so, but we always must look to future successes and not the past... It is good to establish the groups identity... I did see it the wrong way once but now I finally able to see that it is a good thing... "Don't give up, look forward to greater things, God is ALWAYS in control...
Thanks to a Friend of mine... He'd really thought Me A LOT of things and I am able to learned A LOT from Him... Well, I don't know whether want to state His name out or not haha...
Thanks to a Friend of mine... He'd really thought Me A LOT of things and I am able to learned A LOT from Him... Well, I don't know whether want to state His name out or not haha...
Saturday, September 26, 2009
LOVELESS Act I
Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water’s surface
The wandering soul knows no rest.
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water’s surface
The wandering soul knows no rest.
Since we are seperated means there is no more Cell Group for us... I can't believe it too, I feel so sad and down... So today is the first day in a Group where Gabriel, Sherina, Elisa and Rachel is not here... Arghhh DENG!...
Well, today we've learned about what kind of Fruits we bare and must stick to it and how other people see you as a Christian like the way you talk, act and behaviour etc... Is like we must give a good example for those who are non-Christians... Yeah something like that...
Aunty Lai Yee, Youths and Kids, sung Happy Birthday song for Me and they prayed for Me... I haven't been able to feel this kind of feelings for a lot of years... This year Birthday meant a lot to me, I have met lots of NEW Friends this year... I Will Cherish Them In My Heart!...
Thankyou Everyone of My PRECIOUS Friends!!!~
Well, today we've learned about what kind of Fruits we bare and must stick to it and how other people see you as a Christian like the way you talk, act and behaviour etc... Is like we must give a good example for those who are non-Christians... Yeah something like that...
Aunty Lai Yee, Youths and Kids, sung Happy Birthday song for Me and they prayed for Me... I haven't been able to feel this kind of feelings for a lot of years... This year Birthday meant a lot to me, I have met lots of NEW Friends this year... I Will Cherish Them In My Heart!...
Thankyou Everyone of My PRECIOUS Friends!!!~
Friday, September 25, 2009
LOVELESS Prologue
When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting...
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting...
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
About Me
Well, I don't know why I am posting this but since there's nothing to post so I'll post this if not later Gabriel says why always update only post song lyrics haha..
This is about one of my personalities, which everyone don't know but mostly everyone don't know or maybe no one knows... People around me can see that I always talk rubbish and act crazy or whatever, so they think of me as a kid lol... But deep inside me, I am NOT a kid ok? I don't usually let people to see deep inside of me but if people have problems and needed my help, then I am not a kid... But other then this, I will act back the normal me...
Outside I may look like a kid but deep inside I am not...
This is about one of my personalities, which everyone don't know but mostly everyone don't know or maybe no one knows... People around me can see that I always talk rubbish and act crazy or whatever, so they think of me as a kid lol... But deep inside me, I am NOT a kid ok? I don't usually let people to see deep inside of me but if people have problems and needed my help, then I am not a kid... But other then this, I will act back the normal me...
Outside I may look like a kid but deep inside I am not...
Thursday, September 17, 2009
LOVE LETTER
To love each other
To communicate together
I want to feel that we are close
LOVE LETTER from my heart
LOVE LETTER for your smile
I want to tell you this feeling of mine
It’s not anyone’s fault, but i am becoming sacred from time to time
That feeling i want to say from around my lips is playing hide & seek like one sided love
The city’s lights start to shine and stop the shinging moon
I want to send you my words through the mail riding on the sparkling light
To love each other
To communicate together
I want to feel that we are close
LOVE LETTER from my heart
LOVE LETTER for your smile
I want to tell you this feeling of mine
It’s not always that we can always be happy that is important
But i want to be happy with the one i really love
I am angry of myself because i can’t move forward unless i hide my feelings
I just realized that when i meet you i can’t just close and throw my heart away
The view of these birthdays comes
The moments i share with you, i want to lock this in my memory
I want to be loved when i love, please sparkling city, give me courage
I LOVE YOU, i will be able to change if i ever said these words to you
To love each other
To communicate together
I want to feel that we are close
LOVE LETTER from my heart
LOVE LETTER for your smile
I want to tell you this feeling of mine
The view of these birthdays comes
The moments i share with you, i want to lock this in my memory
I want to be loved when i love, please sparkling city, give me courage
To communicate together
I want to feel that we are close
LOVE LETTER from my heart
LOVE LETTER for your smile
I want to tell you this feeling of mine
It’s not anyone’s fault, but i am becoming sacred from time to time
That feeling i want to say from around my lips is playing hide & seek like one sided love
The city’s lights start to shine and stop the shinging moon
I want to send you my words through the mail riding on the sparkling light
To love each other
To communicate together
I want to feel that we are close
LOVE LETTER from my heart
LOVE LETTER for your smile
I want to tell you this feeling of mine
It’s not always that we can always be happy that is important
But i want to be happy with the one i really love
I am angry of myself because i can’t move forward unless i hide my feelings
I just realized that when i meet you i can’t just close and throw my heart away
The view of these birthdays comes
The moments i share with you, i want to lock this in my memory
I want to be loved when i love, please sparkling city, give me courage
I LOVE YOU, i will be able to change if i ever said these words to you
To love each other
To communicate together
I want to feel that we are close
LOVE LETTER from my heart
LOVE LETTER for your smile
I want to tell you this feeling of mine
The view of these birthdays comes
The moments i share with you, i want to lock this in my memory
I want to be loved when i love, please sparkling city, give me courage
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Winter Love
As shining winter fairies come floating down
I kissed your smiling picture because I had nothing else to do
At that long line outside of the movies, we vowed
To never stand in line here together again
But since my heart is next to yours
I still miss you even as a friend
But I can't turn back ever again
I love you, I want to see you again
With a kiss, expressed alongside ten billion snowflakes
Until the day that we happen to cross paths someplace
Baby, even if you forget me
Is it okay for me to still love you?
I'll never forget you
Since the moment that I was alone,
I've realised what true loneliness is
These overwhelming feelings in my heart that won't stop flowing out
Now, the way to love a person
Is so important that I think a person shouldn't forget it
No matter how many times my address changes
I'll never let go of that voice or that dream
Even if you love someone else as time flows by
I'll still remember you
Our destined meeting and the warmth we shared
I'm glad that it was you, and I can say it from my heart
Until we meet someday again
We can't stop the future from coming
The feeling of sadness can quickly become forever
Even if I get wounded when I'm happy
When I've fallen in love with a someone
Just alive
I love you, I want to see you again
With a kiss, expressed alongside ten billion snowflakes
Until the day that we happen to cross paths someplace
Baby, even if you forget me
Is it okay for me to still love you?
I'll never forget you
I kissed your smiling picture because I had nothing else to do
At that long line outside of the movies, we vowed
To never stand in line here together again
But since my heart is next to yours
I still miss you even as a friend
But I can't turn back ever again
I love you, I want to see you again
With a kiss, expressed alongside ten billion snowflakes
Until the day that we happen to cross paths someplace
Baby, even if you forget me
Is it okay for me to still love you?
I'll never forget you
Since the moment that I was alone,
I've realised what true loneliness is
These overwhelming feelings in my heart that won't stop flowing out
Now, the way to love a person
Is so important that I think a person shouldn't forget it
No matter how many times my address changes
I'll never let go of that voice or that dream
Even if you love someone else as time flows by
I'll still remember you
Our destined meeting and the warmth we shared
I'm glad that it was you, and I can say it from my heart
Until we meet someday again
We can't stop the future from coming
The feeling of sadness can quickly become forever
Even if I get wounded when I'm happy
When I've fallen in love with a someone
Just alive
I love you, I want to see you again
With a kiss, expressed alongside ten billion snowflakes
Until the day that we happen to cross paths someplace
Baby, even if you forget me
Is it okay for me to still love you?
I'll never forget you
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Key Of Heart
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
Though we are in love
Sometimes we do hurt each other dry and cry
Everyone has a such experience
I don't know the reason why
I could not find the word to get you back
And I turned my back to you going out
I don't want lose your love in fact
Looking for the word
Just a simple word
To open up closing door of your heart
But it's hard to say for me I'm sorry
I don't loose my faith
I don't loose my nerve
Let me go to see you to say the word
Not to be afraid to face the fear
Is the key of heart
I believe in love and two hearts
I believe in love and two hearts
Thousands of your smile
Getting back when I look back on those days of us
Now I feel they are still calling me
Maybe you're the same as me
Searching for the chance to make it up now
I believe you to be waiting for me
I'll be with you shortly
Looking for the word
Just a simple word
To open up closing door of my heart
Let me try to say just once I'm sorry
Now I close my eyes
Wishing for your smile
My heart beat is synchronized with your one
Not to make up my mind to reach you
Is the key of heart
To meet in this world
Is just a wonder
Now I want to say I was born to love,
fall in love with you,
live in your future
Open up your door
Wrap me in your arms
Let me dive into your heart once again
To try to keep our story going on
Is the key of heart
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
Though we are in love
Sometimes we do hurt each other dry and cry
Everyone has a such experience
I don't know the reason why
I could not find the word to get you back
And I turned my back to you going out
I don't want lose your love in fact
Looking for the word
Just a simple word
To open up closing door of your heart
But it's hard to say for me I'm sorry
I don't loose my faith
I don't loose my nerve
Let me go to see you to say the word
Not to be afraid to face the fear
Is the key of heart
I believe in love and two hearts
I believe in love and two hearts
Thousands of your smile
Getting back when I look back on those days of us
Now I feel they are still calling me
Maybe you're the same as me
Searching for the chance to make it up now
I believe you to be waiting for me
I'll be with you shortly
Looking for the word
Just a simple word
To open up closing door of my heart
Let me try to say just once I'm sorry
Now I close my eyes
Wishing for your smile
My heart beat is synchronized with your one
Not to make up my mind to reach you
Is the key of heart
To meet in this world
Is just a wonder
Now I want to say I was born to love,
fall in love with you,
live in your future
Open up your door
Wrap me in your arms
Let me dive into your heart once again
To try to keep our story going on
Is the key of heart
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
Friday, August 28, 2009
Monday, August 24, 2009
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
I want to be loved, but I don’t try to love
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Do you love me? Or not love me?
For things like that, it’s fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That’s right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone
I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but I don’t try to love
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone
On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Tried to love people while unwounded
I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but I don’t try to love
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s the most wonderful thing in this world
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Do you love me? Or not love me?
For things like that, it’s fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That’s right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone
I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but I don’t try to love
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone
On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Tried to love people while unwounded
I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but I don’t try to love
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s the most wonderful thing in this world
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
CBC Puchong's Band Performing At Tropicana City Mall For The Youths Fund Raising...
all the bookmarks is made by all CBC Church's Youths...haha...
Gabriel and the band is performing Stars By SwitchFoot...
Sunday, June 28, 2009
the Youths Fund Raising at Tropicana City Mall was a very good experience for me cause is my first time...Thankyou everyone!!!...
well yesterday and today(saturday and sunday, 27th and 28th june), is the Youths Fund Raising to raise money to help those kidney failures patients(forgot the name of the center)...i've been helping there for both days...saturday, me and Esther(small), we when there to help out at 3pm+...well i know is that Esther is doing well with serving customers and i dont know about myself cause is my first time after all but i think ok la i am able to manage it haha...business wasn't so good when we arrive not long but later like 5-7pm, business is quite good haha...oh ya,
Gabriel and the others came around 6pm after we come back from *shouting* there's a Fund Raising haha...then they all perform, there's Gabriel, Ying Yi, Sherina, Esther(small), Michelle and Sheng Jian...as for instruments player we have Joel Goh, Joshua, Jonathan and Jason...well of course everyone is cheering like pasar malam haha and Michelle has the biggest cheer and everyone perform very well...wooo hooo~...after the performing we go for dinner, guys wanted to eat Subway and girls wanted to eat Otak-Otak and then guys and girls when to eat what they wanted to but Joshua follow the girls haha...nothing much after dinner and almost 9pm already then all packed the stuff to the storeroom and then i realize i've been for 6 hours, i also shock a while haha...that's all for the first day...
today i was a bit late for church lolx...then after church we go for lunch at restaurant bandar puteri(i think this is the name), very smelly there, my baju eee dont even wanna say how it smells like...after lunch we go back to church then Gabriel fetch Sherina back home a while and Gabriel call them to practice first...but all was like Sound Of Silence lolx haha...then 2.30pm, me and Rachel when to Tropicana first to help out...reach around 3pm also but then Melissa say still early, why dont u 2 go kai kai first lolx!!!...i was like Mr.Cheah give wrong info and called him haha...4pm we go back to help out...business is worst then yesterday but i was hoping to get better today cause is the last day...and i chat with a guy(forgot his name again >.<), he say he will come to Puchong Church to visit us Youths one day haha that's cool man...then a girl told Rachel to give out flyers at 6pm so i say why dont i go with you and i took alot of flyers dont know why lolx(thinking back also wan to make me laugh already XD)...but not much people accept my flyers, Rachel is giving out alot XD...dont know la i feel that they accept flyers from girls that give out and me? dont even wanna say XD...after for a while we go back and rest cause very tired but Rachel continue giving flyers, lolx geng but i cant tahan already haha...and then i go help Rachel again, she split her flyers half to me, so i go giving out flyers again...it took me like forever to give out 10+ flyers, oh my goodness!!!...after i am done, Gabriel and others already finish performing, i didn't have a chance to support and cheer them, i only support Gabriel's first song berlaian jiwa...haiz...then we go makan dinner lor, walk around and find(that time my legs are pain like hell)...finally we sit down at kopitiam, everyone eat prawn mee and only me eat rendang chicken rice haha...after dinner i still not yet full man still hungry!!!...never mind, we go back and see see XD...KD band was performing, cool man...and Gabriel go adjust his guitar and suddenly join in haha, i was eh? Gabriel is playing haha...last song Gabriel perform Stars by SwitchFoot as a ending to the Fund Raising...after that everyone pack, pack and pack...been there 6 hours also for today haha...that's the end of the Fund Raising... my legs are pain and numb now, my back is a bit pain but all of this are worth it...very good experience for me and very happy that i can help ^^...sorry if i talk too much but i am very happy ma haha...
Gabriel and the others came around 6pm after we come back from *shouting* there's a Fund Raising haha...then they all perform, there's Gabriel, Ying Yi, Sherina, Esther(small), Michelle and Sheng Jian...as for instruments player we have Joel Goh, Joshua, Jonathan and Jason...well of course everyone is cheering like pasar malam haha and Michelle has the biggest cheer and everyone perform very well...wooo hooo~...after the performing we go for dinner, guys wanted to eat Subway and girls wanted to eat Otak-Otak and then guys and girls when to eat what they wanted to but Joshua follow the girls haha...nothing much after dinner and almost 9pm already then all packed the stuff to the storeroom and then i realize i've been for 6 hours, i also shock a while haha...that's all for the first day...
today i was a bit late for church lolx...then after church we go for lunch at restaurant bandar puteri(i think this is the name), very smelly there, my baju eee dont even wanna say how it smells like...after lunch we go back to church then Gabriel fetch Sherina back home a while and Gabriel call them to practice first...but all was like Sound Of Silence lolx haha...then 2.30pm, me and Rachel when to Tropicana first to help out...reach around 3pm also but then Melissa say still early, why dont u 2 go kai kai first lolx!!!...i was like Mr.Cheah give wrong info and called him haha...4pm we go back to help out...business is worst then yesterday but i was hoping to get better today cause is the last day...and i chat with a guy(forgot his name again >.<), he say he will come to Puchong Church to visit us Youths one day haha that's cool man...then a girl told Rachel to give out flyers at 6pm so i say why dont i go with you and i took alot of flyers dont know why lolx(thinking back also wan to make me laugh already XD)...but not much people accept my flyers, Rachel is giving out alot XD...dont know la i feel that they accept flyers from girls that give out and me? dont even wanna say XD...after for a while we go back and rest cause very tired but Rachel continue giving flyers, lolx geng but i cant tahan already haha...and then i go help Rachel again, she split her flyers half to me, so i go giving out flyers again...it took me like forever to give out 10+ flyers, oh my goodness!!!...after i am done, Gabriel and others already finish performing, i didn't have a chance to support and cheer them, i only support Gabriel's first song berlaian jiwa...haiz...then we go makan dinner lor, walk around and find(that time my legs are pain like hell)...finally we sit down at kopitiam, everyone eat prawn mee and only me eat rendang chicken rice haha...after dinner i still not yet full man still hungry!!!...never mind, we go back and see see XD...KD band was performing, cool man...and Gabriel go adjust his guitar and suddenly join in haha, i was eh? Gabriel is playing haha...last song Gabriel perform Stars by SwitchFoot as a ending to the Fund Raising...after that everyone pack, pack and pack...been there 6 hours also for today haha...that's the end of the Fund Raising... my legs are pain and numb now, my back is a bit pain but all of this are worth it...very good experience for me and very happy that i can help ^^...sorry if i talk too much but i am very happy ma haha...
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Saturday, June 20, 2009
ying yi says the purpose of blog is crapping...ok i'll try to crap...XD
well today i when for church to support the band again hahaha...but some are not in tip-top shape cause they are not feeling well...anyway +U+U...hehe...and i have a free lesson from my piano teacher and sherina teach me some chords hehe...thx^^...erm still got things i wan to say but forgot zzz...shorterm memory lost at a young age...ouchieee...
sorry a bit high today wahahahahaha!!!...
*note pic is out of the topic cause i like it only haha*
sorry a bit high today wahahahahaha!!!...
*note pic is out of the topic cause i like it only haha*
Sunday, June 14, 2009
well i am very happy today cause half of my dream has come true, that is i can carry a guitar now!!!...another half is i wan to learn guitar T_T...but i am learning keyboard now because few months ago i wanted to learn guitar but i cant carry it, so i say why dont i learn other instruments but now can carry already!!!...one of my prayer has come true but half only...arghhh!!!...i cant decide ar...but i keep thinking about the guitar!!!...since i cant decide now, but i hope that after the charity, gabriel can teach me hehe...
one last thing...everytime i am with the youths, after *san band* go home already, i will miss the youths T_T...
anyway i wanna thankyou the lord that you have made one of my prayer come true...thankyou lord...
Amen...
one last thing...everytime i am with the youths, after *san band* go home already, i will miss the youths T_T...
anyway i wanna thankyou the lord that you have made one of my prayer come true...thankyou lord...
Amen...
Friday, June 12, 2009
sorry to Zi Xuan...
today, my friend she said to me that no matter what i am, she'll always be my best friend...i never thought that she will say something like this to me...i am sorry Zi Xuan that i said something like that in my older post and hurt your feelings...sorry please forgive me...
thankyou Lord Jesus for letting me meet some very very good friends like the Youths, Zi Xuan and Jia Ying...i will cherish them in my heart...
YOUTHS, ZI XUAN AND JIA YING...WE ARE ALL FRIENDS FOREVER !!! U ALL ARE DEEP IN MY HEART !!!
thankyou Lord Jesus for letting me meet some very very good friends like the Youths, Zi Xuan and Jia Ying...i will cherish them in my heart...
YOUTHS, ZI XUAN AND JIA YING...WE ARE ALL FRIENDS FOREVER !!! U ALL ARE DEEP IN MY HEART !!!
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
A letter from Kairi to Sora:
"Thinking of you, wherever you are."
"We pray for our sorrows to end."
"And hope that our hearts will blend."
"Now i will step forward to realize this wish."
"And who knows."
"Starting a new journey may not be so hard, or maybe it has already begun."
"There are many worlds."
"But they share the same sky."
"One sky, One destiny."
"From Kairi"
"Thinking of you, wherever you are."
"We pray for our sorrows to end."
"And hope that our hearts will blend."
"Now i will step forward to realize this wish."
"And who knows."
"Starting a new journey may not be so hard, or maybe it has already begun."
"There are many worlds."
"But they share the same sky."
"One sky, One destiny."
"From Kairi"
Monday, June 8, 2009
sometimes i ask myself am i a burden to everyone?...the answer i get is yes i am a burden...and i feel like staying at home better than go out cause i feel that i will give problems and be a burden to others...a best friend of mine we know each other for 10 years+...but nowadays we very very less chat and meet already and i dont know why...maybe she feel ashamed to have a friend like me...because of my sickness very very less people wan to be friends with me...the friends i have now is the youths and a friend who is very caring...people and i dont mix very well cause i have this sickness...
Friday, June 5, 2009
Sunday, May 31, 2009
just back from church...well this coming saturday the youths and others are going for a picnic, i not sure where...but im not going cause with the current strength of mine i cant go for any outdoor activities, depends on what outdoor activities, some i think i can ba but cant be extreme de of course...all who are going for picnic u all enjoy ya ^^...
but i pray that lord one day u will help me regain my strength so i can join the youths for outdoor activities...
but i pray that lord one day u will help me regain my strength so i can join the youths for outdoor activities...
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Friday, May 29, 2009
thanks to the lord and the youths
hmm...let's see what i'm going to post today...oh ya, there's one thing i have to say first...tonight NO CELL GROUP...NOOOOOOOO...T.T...*sobs sobs*...
i'm very happy and joyful since i've met the lord and the youths...the lord teach us about life, how to overcome struggles and hardship, teach us what is right and wrong and alot alot more when we read god's words through the holy bible...
especially the youths, i'm very happy and joyful when they are around cause i dont feel left out...they are close to each other and chat alot...XD...they are funny and crazy sometimes insane...no offense to the youths...XD...
i'm very grateful to have met the lord and the youths...
thankyou lord and the youths...
i'm very happy and joyful since i've met the lord and the youths...the lord teach us about life, how to overcome struggles and hardship, teach us what is right and wrong and alot alot more when we read god's words through the holy bible...
especially the youths, i'm very happy and joyful when they are around cause i dont feel left out...they are close to each other and chat alot...XD...they are funny and crazy sometimes insane...no offense to the youths...XD...
i'm very grateful to have met the lord and the youths...
thankyou lord and the youths...
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
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