sometimes i ask myself am i a burden to everyone?...the answer i get is yes i am a burden...and i feel like staying at home better than go out cause i feel that i will give problems and be a burden to others...a best friend of mine we know each other for 10 years+...but nowadays we very very less chat and meet already and i dont know why...maybe she feel ashamed to have a friend like me...because of my sickness very very less people wan to be friends with me...the friends i have now is the youths and a friend who is very caring...people and i dont mix very well cause i have this sickness...